Mollie

getting beer in plastic bags is fun.....too bad cameron prolly drank it all already, bum!

the game on thursday was awsome i am so happy i got to go....and i love to watch osgood hump the ice while he is stretching it is hot.

it was so cute how the crowd was chanting his name like the whole game to. he tried to act like he didn't care but they did a close up of his face and he so let out a little smirk, how cute.

so today i got up and went to try on dresses for my cousins wedding, how fun i saw laura there and then i went to play soccer/softball with boon alex and mike lol.

i have been trying to study for my finals all day. i am at the library right now and prolly will be here until the early morning. i want to pull my hair out. i am so sick of studying for these finals. i can't wait till midnight cause they are gonna kick all these annoying ass barn animals out who don't belong here anyways. maybe then i will be able to concentrate.

i need a date for formal to lol

so i brought gracie to boons baby shower and it was tons of fun.

grace loved the duckies and was pissed she had to share with elise.

i think that elise hates me cause she always tries to escape me when i hold her....i think that jess secretly tells her i am evil or something

its funny how alex was teasing grace and she loved him lol.

anyways sorry we got you the same stuff boon lol that everyone else did.

omg jess, we need to let the rascals play together again.

today grace ate mostly bubbles lol....im sure they are good for her.

i need to find motivation to study for my finals

I know it is always forever in between my posts but I always forget to update this thing. I have just been so busy with school I feel like I don't have a life at all. I miss hanging out with friends and I miss people. Being away from people for so long I think is starting to make me bitter and become something I don't like. I just don't have any compasion for any one or anything, and think it is just because I feel so far removed from everything that nothing feels real. I just need to figure out what the hell is the point in working so hard and if in the end it will even be worth it. I wish i lived on my own so I wouldn't feel so much preasure and I could do things at my own pace and the way I am used to doing them. That is probably the hardest part about everything is the fact that I live alone for so many years and now I have to live with my dad again. I love him to death, but he is one of the hardest people to deal with.
I think I am just getting over stressed and I need a break so I can stop freaking out. Next semester I am not going to take all hard classes at once either lol. I really need to break it up no matter how long it takes me to graduate.
Well back to studying.

so today was fun. shelly came over with the kids and my aunt sandy. i have the cutest pictures of leo and grace wrestling. sometimes it is so much more fun to sit around and goof off with the kids than it is to go out.

on sunday i am doing a walk for autism on belhalf of my cousin who has autism. i know no one on here probably wants to but if you would like to donate money you can go to autismwalk.com search for SE michigan and detroit and then search my name.

i am really hungry right now. fooooooooooooooooooood. if anyone is good at economics can you please help me. i need help in that class. i know its simple and once i grasp some of the concepts i will be fine, just right now i need help

so i want to do programs at school that i don't have time for because of work. i don't want to work but i have to. i hate that a job that has nothing to do with the rest of my life is holding me back from accomplishing all that i know i could.

So yesterday i found out about this blueprints leadership program at school that i really want to do. friday is the deadline for applications and i am totally stressing out about trying to get my two reference letters. as of now i still don't have them but they are on the way apparently. i want this alot and i will make it happen. f that shit.

this year is going to be so busy. i can't wait. stress is just going to come along with that. oh well.

so its exciting being back in school and spending EVERYDAY in the library. i actually am really interested in my classes this year though. one of them especially is awsome.

last night made me realize how much i missed everybody. it was fun seeing everyone again.

this has been a terrible month, everything that has been good has been amazing and everything not so good has been absolutely terrible.

i just now came to boons house just to use the internet and piss him off. its nice. well yeah i am gonna go bother him now.

so gordons was fun, thank you gordon. i think i need to socialize more. so nathan showed me his awsome tattoos and now i think i am gonna try and go to his artist to get mine done. yay. that is all for now.

so its been a while again since i have posted. i really need to start checking this thing more often because i miss all the cool and fun shit that everybody does and i don't.

i remember when i didn't have boobs...........then i got fat. haha

i love school but at the same time is stresses me out. i hate research papers and i have a very large one that i have to finish by next week, suck ass.
i cant wait till i graduate i love school but i can't stand it at the same time, i can only take so much. i just want to get started with my life and get a job and settle down.
speaking of that today i saw a really cute house for sale that i really want, so someone should just come live there with me until i graduate so that i will have a roommate or two to help me pay the bills. hehe

isn't weird how you can care about someone sooooo much but at the same time want to punch them in the face. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.

anyways class is gonna start and i think i might actually try to pay attention today.

so on saturday night i went out with my cousins and steph and sarah. we had a ton of fun until the end of the night. all i am gonna say is someone started shit and got kicked out, and it wasn't me. it was bullshit.

anyways i stayed the night at debs house and in the morning we went to her moms and had dinner there. my aunt arlene is so cool. she has the cutest dogs in the whole world i love them. jessica was there and i touched her belly (i was trying to feel the baby) and all of a sudden the baby moved really fast and it scared the shit outta me and kicked jess in the ribs. i have never felt a baby move like that before in someones belly. jess i am never touching your belly again.

ok i am in class and have to pay attention now, later

so today was andrea's wedding shower and my mom insisted on telling my grandma about how i am the one always wrong and she insisted it was my fault that we aren't close anymore and we don't get along. i can't beleive she still thinks that i won't say anything. why does she do that when she knows its her fault and she does exactly what she did to cause it, then she gets upset when i call her out on it. my poor grandma was sitting there trying to get us to stop arguing and trying to keep my mom from causing a scene cause she was getting all loud. my poor grandma. anyways, jessica's belly is getting so big and she always looks so cute. i hate her cause when i have a baby i am gonna get all fat and ugly instead of looking cute all the time... bitch. some how me and jackie ended up wearing the same thing, i dont know how that happened but i think she was pissed, hehe.